Of Teachers and Books and the Choices We Make

One of the many things I love about being an English teacher is the way we sit down as colleagues, typically late Spring, to discuss the books we’ll teach in the coming year. It’s fascinating to track both the national mainstays (The Crucible, Frankenstein, The Scarlet Letter) and those that are more regionally specific.

I’m happily in Cape Cod, so a salty nautical theme runs fast and furious. We have The Old Man and the Sea, so accessible and haunting, The Odyssey (duh) as well as new advocacy this year for Moby Dick (regionally relevant? Absolutely! Narratively? Challenging! Student engaging? We will see!)

I laughed with another English teacher this afternoon about the rightful endurance of Melville’s text, one everyone loves to say they have read, but no one ever seems to currently be reading.

More broadly, I am stunned by the publishing world, its enormous challenge, its infinitesimal chance. Just to publish anything with one of the major houses is an absolutely herculean achievement, worthy of taking lots of time off by the sea with all the lobster rolls and plenty of ice cream from Four Seas just to celebrate the jolly feat of having slipped through the barricades, making it to print. So few ever do!

Then there is the yet more infinitesimally slim, still greater herculean achievement of making it from the American bookshelf into the American classroom. Your work is being taught. Imagine. It is not lost on me that most of our texts were drafted by the long deceased, but of course we teach living writers all the time. One colleague is introducing Michelle Zauner’s Crying in H-Mart next year. A few years ago I brought Kevin Powers’ war novel The Yellow Birds into the New York public school system. These are all wins.

For as hard as it is to get published AND catch the attention of the teaching world—for your book to take flight in the classroom canon—I’m struck by the fickle hand of chance that is at play in all of this. As in, you’re just sitting in a meeting, the question gets asked generally (“Anyone want to introduce a new text next year?”), you briefly make your case, and boom! It’s in. Teachers rarely feel powerful, exactly, and this is indeed a moment to savor. Next thing you know, the list gets finalized, the order goes out, and you have cemented a new text into the order of business for the coming year. The whole thing goes down in less than ten minutes!

Yes, yes, we are ever mindful of how and why we make these bids. The book must be appropriate, in every sense of the word. It must be teachable. That is to say—given to assignments. To probing. To in-class examination and engaging classroom discussion. This is, of course, the work of the teacher, but some texts are undeniably better suited to being taught than, well, others. I’d love to teach Joseph O’Neill’s Netherland with all its melancholy evocation of a post-9/11 New York, but there’s just no way. The Great Gatsby (on which O’Neill has said he loosely based Netherland) remains a standard bearer in the American classroom to a large extent because 1) it is a very good length, 2) the characters are clearly sketched out and positioned well against each other, and 3) the themes are both relatable and aspirational. Lol, the green light and all that.

One text I advocated for this year, but sadly not for my own classes (might try to sneak it into my Grade 12 world lit course?) is Riad Sattouf’s The Arab of the Future. The first four volumes of this work are now out in English translation, and I’m dying to read the fifth. Translators of the world, stand up!

A graphic novel of a childhood in Libya and Syria, The Arab of the Future is full of the salt-sweat of elders, the curious textures of new meals, the frenzy of local educational practices in these two Middle Eastern countries.

Sattouf (in gamine profile here in the New Yorker and TAOTF reviewed here by the NYR) is half-French, and periodically returned to see his mother’s family in Lyon. So he maintains a one-foot-in, one-foot-out perspective on his Syrian father’s proclamation that he is, in fact, the Arab of the future. What he is, most immediately, is the observant child in between. His takes are by turns detailed, hilarious, macabre, frank, guarded, silly, serious and endlessly fresh.

I love every panel of The Arab of the Future and can’t wait to bring it to my sea-side students next year! Onward!  

AMERICA

The disasters of our lives are the opportunities of our lives.

Have you ever felt this way?

The perspective is a practice, an essential, constant commitment.

Getting bad news is never fun. It doesn’t feel good, never in the moment. And that’s okay. Feel the pain and the sorrow. Recognize the feelings as one does the bone-ache of growing pain. Pause and reflect.

Read widely and value the diverse voices and perspectives on hardship that you encounter. One must take time to process information as we seek it out or as it comes to us, through which we continue to reach and develop. This is the way.

Then, take a step. Another step. Dare yourself to leap. Fall down. Be on the floor for a while if you need to. Then, when you are ready, but always—get back up. Recommit to yourself.

You are worth it, in every way. You are your own most precious resource and renewable energy. An infinite geyser of chance. You can overcome the thing you fear the most.

I know you can.

I believe in you.

Now, begin. Begin again.

Again and again—begin.

As you do so, take a look at the lyrics to Simon and Garfunkel’s AMERICA. Notice the courage and fortitude. So forthright, so bold. So unafraid. It’s remarkable.

You can do this.

**

“Let us be lovers, we’ll marry our fortunes together
I’ve got some real estate here in my bag”
So we bought a pack of cigarettes and Mrs. Wagner pies
And walked off to look for America

“Kathy”, I said as we boarded a Greyhound in Pittsburgh
“Michigan seems like a dream to me now”
It took me four days to hitchhike from Saginaw
I’ve gone to look for America

Laughing on the bus
Playing games with the faces
She said the man in the gabardine suit was a spy
I said “Be careful, his bowtie is really a camera”

“Toss me a cigarette, I think there’s one in my raincoat”
“We smoked the last one an hour ago”
So I looked at the scenery, she read her magazine
And the moon rose over an open field.

“Kathy, I’m lost”, I said, though I knew she was sleeping
I’m empty and aching and I don’t know why
Counting the cars on the New Jersey Turnpike

They’ve all come to look for America
All come to look for America
All come to look for America

Fitzgerald Struts in Purple Hair

fitz purpleIt is late-fall in New York and I’m in a flap of a mood having found a stack of rare and original papers in Columbia’s Butler Library with titles like “The Notebooks of F. Scott Fitzgerald” and “Conversations with F. Scott Fitzgerald”. The best of the writings deal with Fitzgerald before Zelda and, in the coming freeze of the season, I like hearing from the man himself about how he held together through hot transitions, time, and matters of the heart. Fitzgerald knew something about pain.
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Heavy, or Light?

Here’s my little quixotic, rhapsodic essay on life at the (now-quaint?) point of week 7 in quarantine, as we lived it in Utrecht, Holland. Published by The Farmer General, which casts a culinary eye upon the world, my focus was on food, comfort, and finding meaning in the quotidian during troubled times. Real talk: it was just another excuse to thumb through Amanda Hesser’s 2004 memoir-cum-cookbook, Cooking for Mister Latte, in which she waxes on about salt air and fresh oysters and little butter and prosciutto sandwiches for long airplane rides… I’ve basically been trying to be her intern these 16 years since. No word on that as yet, but I will surely keep you posted on my progress…

“Art and China after 1989”

Today, the Guggenheim exhibit “Art and China after 1989: Theater of the World” closes here in New York City.

I did not go expecting to see any works of great beauty. To be sure, there were none. But so, too, did I not expect to see a view of China’s artists straining so mightily—and exclusively—under the weight of the CCP regime. That is the singular narrative. Portrait after portrait, list after list, needle after needle, video after video: oppression. I wondered: could there not be even just one alternate voice, one perspective from a slightly different angle that had turned its head not to the sun but, instead, toward the sky?

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Writing As Resistance

20312-original-4698It is possible to write your heart and your mind, both, to the point where they meet each other. There, they will shake hands and say “hello”. They will make small talk and exchange pleasantries. They will ask about wives and children. They will laugh. And you will shake your head at their fine demeanor and grand talk. Because you will know them for what they are, for they are yours. More here.

Gunna Press This Damn Duck If It’s The Last Thing I Do

bud1077_queenduckWhen life gives you cooling weather, I say, smash a duck inside the wicked confines of a duck press. These and other thoughts on the change of the seasons, the need for inhumane yet nourishing sustenance, and much, much more in my recent essay on the glorious la presse a canard. 

Goodbye to All That

imagesBecause everything is ephemeral and nothing lasts forever and if you want to keep it around you’ve got to build it yourself, I’ve grabbed this piece I wrote for Gawker and just want to put it here. Today I read of the site’s demise and pending shutdown, all of which has sent the New York media society abuzz. So it goes. And, so, goodbye to all that! I, for one, am looking forward to seeing what the kids come up with next…

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Centuries of Eloise

EloisePhoneChanneled the original Doyen of the Plaza for a new article-sized dose of time-traveling snacks and treats, curtesy of the New York Public Library‘s newly digitized selection of menus. Come swan around with me, nibbling patties of frog legs and sipping every last mint julep we can get our hands on. As my dear friend’s three year old daughter queried this past weekend, “What about raisins?!” Indeed, we’d kindly like a silver dish of those too please! Thank you!

Last Call

photoThrilled to have a new piece up on the freshly revamped yet ever-glorious Farmer General, edited by superstar Sarah Kanabay. The issue, titled “Don’t Call It a Comeback”, features stories of summer kitchens and pie and ghosts and the phrase “silvered fingers” to describe that particular discoloration that happens when you root around in the dusty nail bin at the hardware store for too long. How true! Mine is about addiction in its many forms and guises. Thank you, Sarah!!